Jesse and I had a long talk about Kitchener and the possibility of him coming to live here. We both decided it would be pointless, because I don't know where I will be after next year when I graduate. I am still hoping, if I end up staying here for the summer, he will consider moving in and working up here. Just because I am unsure of how busy I will be with work, and I won't really have the money, or opportunity to come down to see him. But right now, this is the least of my worries.
Now here comes the stuff that kills me a little. But I am going to deal, and find another place.
I found the perfect internship in KW and thought it seemed pretty attainable, but it is not looking that way now.
It is frustrating. I mean, if I can't find a internship now, how am I going to find a job? To get experience? To pay off my OSAP?
But for now, I may try e-mailing this magazine publication once more before summer.. but if that doesn't work out I may look into Echo in Cambridge KW area, or Grand Magazine in Kitchener. We will see. I just don't have more than 2-3 more months to figure it out, and the only reason I was really looking to stay in Kitchener was that ideal internship.
So, hopefully something comes up. I am trying not to get too down on it all.
On the upside, my friend Alissa graduates at the same time as me, she is in Windsor for Journalism and New Media Convergence. We have been talking about opening our own publication, unsure of where it will be right now. But, that is my dream.. and to attain it at this age? Would be great, just I am worried about paying back what I owe from school and actually having money to my name. I mean, creating your own magazine publication isn't cheap - I'd assume.
Anyway, I am done with my rant. I should be spending my time more productively looking for an internship, a job and some nice people to be friends with.
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